Last week on our anniversary Dennis and I went to the de Young museum in Golden gate park. I know some people aren’t very fond of modern art, so this post will probably bore you to death.

I’ve come to realize that modern art is very emo. It’s emo before the word emo was applied to music. I’ve never formally studied this era, so take everything after this is “Karen’s amateur point of view”. Oftentimes people look at painting and think, “WTF? I don’t get this painting” because it’s a bunch of scribbles and dots. Part of this era involves the breakdown of objects into simple elements or geometric shapes (Kandinsky, Miro). Another aspect is how a piece of art makes one feel. This applies to modern art in general, but particularly to artists like Rothko or Pollock since their painting are often composed of blobs of color. For me the work is significant I gain something from it–I’m not a big fan of Pollock because I don’t ‘get it’. Anyway, here are some photos of pieces that I liked.

three fourths machine

A portion of “Three Machines” by Wayne Thiebaud (1963). I really like the texture of this painting. The painting is flat and almost cartooney; It is not trying to look like an actual depiction of gumball machines. One could imagine that it’s a printed ad. However, the paint is laid on thick and you can clearly see the brush strokes. He has very much made personal an object that is mass-produced. It is nostalgic. I wasn’t even around when these types of machines existed, but it is iconic in its familiarity. The unadorned setup is reflective of the simplicity and wholesomeness of my childhood. I wonder if he’s the same person that did the three cakes at SFMOMA. I saw that painting when I was 14ish and it left a very deep impression.

frames
I didn’t bother to note the title or author of these paintings. They were two identical giant canvases. This seems to me a comment on modern day industrial society (probably post pop art, but of similar influence). These two paintings seem exactly alike (mass production), but they can’t be, since they were hand painted. It has this hopeful/cynical note of ‘everyone is special even if you can’t tell the difference’. One of the reasons I took this photo from an angle was to highlight their differences. Namely, that they occupy separate spaces, which is enough to suggest that they are individual. The blank white centers are reflective of the effects of carbon copying on society–flat, soulless, a loss of appreciation for detail and beauty. Their intimidating size made me feel small and insignificant. The clean, straight black lines suggests that there is an absolute boundary that we cannot cross, though some of the best of us may be able to reside at/in the blue line.

lovers
These mannequins are the from “Meat Market (1960-1961)” by George Herms. This was a piece made from items collected from the dump. It’s a rather depressing/disturbing installation but this couple stood out even more than the creepy naked broken doll labeled ‘skirt steak’. Even though these dressmaker mannequins are old, broken and dirty, it was obvious that they represented a couple in love. They are intimately close and the female looks like she’s leaning into the male and he looks like he’s about to kiss her; if they had arms, they would be embracing. Considering the title of the art, though, she may just be leaning in to whisper her price to the man. However, the romantic in me prefers to believe the former.

Last week on our anniversary Dennis and I went to the de Young museum in Golden gate park. I know some people aren’t very fond of modern art, so this post will probably bore you to death.

I’ve come to realize that modern art is very emo. It’s emo before the word emo was applied to music. I’ve never formally studied this era, so take everything after this is “Karen’s amateur point of view”. Oftentimes people look at painting and think, “WTF? I don’t get this painting” because it’s a bunch of scribbles and dots. Part of this era involves the breakdown of objects into simple elements or geometric shapes (Kandinsky, Miro). Another aspect is how a piece of art makes one feel. This applies to modern art in general, but particularly to artists like Rothko or Pollock since their painting are often composed of blobs of color. For me the work is significant I gain something from it–I’m not a big fan of Pollock because I don’t ‘get it’. Anyway, here are some photos of pieces that I liked.

three fourths machine

A portion of “Three Machines” by Wayne Thiebaud (1963). I really like the texture of this painting. The painting is flat and almost cartooney; It is not trying to look like an actual depiction of gumball machines. One could imagine that it’s a printed ad. However, the paint is laid on thick and you can clearly see the brush strokes. He has very much made personal an object that is mass-produced. It is nostalgic. I wasn’t even around when these types of machines existed, but it is iconic in its familiarity. The unadorned setup is reflective of the simplicity and wholesomeness of my childhood. I wonder if he’s the same person that did the three cakes at SFMOMA. I saw that painting when I was 14ish and it left a very deep impression.

frames
I didn’t bother to note the title or author of these paintings. They were two identical giant canvases. This seems to me a comment on modern day industrial society (probably post pop art, but of similar influence). These two paintings seem exactly alike (mass production), but they can’t be, since they were hand painted. It has this hopeful/cynical note of ‘everyone is special even if you can’t tell the difference’. One of the reasons I took this photo from an angle was to highlight their differences. Namely, that they occupy separate spaces, which is enough to suggest that they are individual. The blank white centers are reflective of the effects of carbon copying on society–flat, soulless, a loss of appreciation for detail and beauty. Their intimidating size made me feel small and insignificant. The clean, straight black lines suggests that there is an absolute boundary that we cannot cross, though some of the best of us may be able to reside at/in the blue line.

lovers
These mannequins are the from “Meat Market (1960-1961)” by George Herms. This was a piece made from items collected from the dump. It’s a rather depressing/disturbing installation but this couple stood out even more than the creepy naked broken doll labeled ‘skirt steak’. Even though these dressmaker mannequins are old, broken and dirty, it was obvious that they represented a couple in love. They are intimately close and the female looks like she’s leaning into the male and he looks like he’s about to kiss her; if they had arms, they would be embracing. Considering the title of the art, though, she may just be leaning in to whisper her price to the man. However, the romantic in me prefers to believe the former.

Here are the photos for The Pillowcases . There are a handfull of pictures that I don’t like that much and I will get rid of them in a month or so. I figured, though, that some people might want to see them since most people are more interested in the subject of the photos than the photos themselves.

BTW, flickr gamma is SO HORRIBLE. I absolutely hate the ‘organizr’. I always have, so I avoided using it. Now, there is no other way to batch edit photos and I am forced to use the slow ass interface. It’s really frustrating and I am sad. Flickr is now so much less awesome, but still probably better than a lot of other photosharing sites out there. If anyone knows of anything better though, let me know.

Tonight I’m going out with Carl, and I’m really looking forward to it. We never see enough of each other. Which made me realize that I never see enough of some my friends and then I’ll call them at their office and they are never there.

Alexf, I know you’re reading this even though you almost never comment (or post). Where are you?

Despite what everyone says, Whole Foods is not overpriced. Their produce is always perfect and I am all over the red grapes I recently bought.

Iced coffee from Borders is not very good. I’m not sure if iced coffee is a bad idea in general, or if it’s just Borders.

Next week I will be starting classes at the Italinga Institute. I am very excited about it, but I’m not sure which class would be appropriate for me. I could probably go into the intermediate conversation, but I want to improve grammar, so I’m thinking of starting at level 4 or 5 (levels 1-6 then beginner/intermediate/advanced conversation). I don’t want to put other students at a disadvantge, though, since I’ve gone over the text book 2+ times. However, I don’t think the grades matter (if there are grades) but I remember not wanting to participate in conversation when another student could communicate better than I.

A woman from inside out (from icka, reposted for the non-intersecting friends)

I was so impressed by this

I can’t believe it’s 2 years to the day that Dennis and I have been together. It’s scary and exciting at the same time.

Though you are relaxed, your heart beats at a brisk pace. You rest your hand on my stomach, then quickly move it away. What are you afraid of? You pinch a lock of my hair between you fingers as if it doesn’t scare you anymore. Don’t worry. I took the snakes out long ago. Your eyes focus on your thumb as it traces circles on my wrist. Little charges of electricity course through my body everywhere you touch me. How did this happen?

You smell nice, like some combination of soap and cut grass mixed with something else that 20 minutes of thinking cannot describe. I can feel your soft warm breath against the nape of my neck. It occasionally rises to tickle my ear. I am already addicted to the warmth of your body and comfort of your arms. Your stubble brushes against my skin as you kiss me lightly on my shoulder. I am melting, drowning, floating away. I want to pull you with me, though you are not ready. That’s ok. I am perfectly content just lying in your embrace.

Edit (at 9:30am): This sounded ok at 3am but after reading it again I’m not satisfied with it. I’m practicing my creative writing and the goal was to convey a sense of awkwardness and arousal. I attempted a shift from ‘you’ and you’s actions to ‘me’ and my response but the shift is not clean. I also wanted a slow buildup to the fall and then a soft release, but the actual product does not grow as organically as I would like. Thoughts?

this is work.

this is work.

I miss home so much I just want to curl up and cry

Fotoricordo

I search each time
for a memory
and it seems as if no time has passed and
a shudder tightens my stomach
I remain incredulous
and I know that the emotions will never die…

E allora eccomi qui adesso resto per un po� da solo
meglio cos�
io per il mondo oggi non ci sono e
voglio restare con me stesso a pensare
se solo adesso mi fermo ancora mi sembra di sognare
una foto coi miei
attrae il mio sguardo in quello scatolone
ricordo sai
era la mia prima comunione
un caldo infernale un pranzo con poche persone
quel vestito nuovo rotto poi giocando a pallone e
ancora eccole qui
tra mille foto impolverate
vedo cos�
le mie emozioni immortalate
troppi ricordi momenti incancellabili
mentre una lacrima disegna un solco
tra i miei brividi
guarda mio padre coi baffi siamo nei settanta
quel pancione mia madre lo porta assai contenta
le foto alle elementari in bianco e nero e a colori
guarda questa non ci credo a me lo sai sembra ieri…

Cerco su ogni volto
un ricordo
e sembra che il tempo non sia mai trascorso e
un brivido
chiude lo stomaco
rimango incredulo e
so che le emozioni non muoiono mai…

Vedo gente con noi
persa lungo questo mio cammino
giuro che mai
avrei riconosciuto
quel bambino e che cambiamenti
tra gli amici e parenti
con le mie pettinature quando stavo sui venti
mi fermo un attimo qui
o meglio mi si ferma il cuore
quando a un tratto cos�
ritrovo il primo grande amore resto
senza parole sai che eri bellissima
guardando dietro cՏ un cuore due frecce ed una dedica
“Staremo insieme per sempre
tu sei la mia vita”
e un sorriso innocente
per poi comՏ andata
troppo distanti ma troppo simili
sono i tuoi occhi a suggerirmelo qui non hai alibi
ritrovo serenit�
quando rivivo quei momenti
in tutta sincerit�
anni rivisti in pochi istanti guarda questa � l�arena
ero a vedere Vasco la metto sul comodino
accompagner� questo mio testo…

Cerco su ogni volto
un ricordo
e sembra che il tempo non sia mai trascorso e
un brivido
chiude lo stomaco
rimango incredulo
e so che le emozioni non muoiono mai…

E non so
se sorridere
io non so
cosa pu� succedere
so che voglio vivere
fermando il tempo e guardarlo
in un fotoricordo…
E in sottofondo mettere buona musica
questa la voglio me la stacco dalla pagina �
la pi� vecchia cՏ tutta la comitiva
sembra persino che anche il sole sorrida
quanto sembriamo diversi sempre gli stessi
alcuni si sono persi ma
noi ci siamo ancora e allora scatta subito
cos� per sempre avremo accanto il nostro pubblico…

Cerco su ogni volto
un ricordo
e sembra che il tempo non sia mai trascorso e
un brivido chiude lo stomaco
rimango incredulo
e so che le emozioni non muoiono mai

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